Even if my smile doesn't demostrate it, even if my eyes are so wet that I could cry the sky with them, I try to keep moving, every day , every moment, I'm just thinking about not to fall down,I try ,not to fall down.The thing is that I'm already so down that fall down even more wouldn't hurt me. I'm seriously need this, i need time to fell pain, to fell that you had already gone because I'm not able to figure it out, i can't understand how could happen just like that, how could you just dissapear , and that hurts me and tomorrow It will hurts me even more but simply , I don't have another choise♥